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My name is Melany and I'm 15 and will be a 10grader in the fall at Gardiner.
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...written on 2004-09-14, @ 8:32 p.m.
well i locked this because i needed a place to write my thoughts without everyone reading them and than questioning me about what i write so here is my solution. my life has turned into one big blur. i hate everything, i hate myself. I have become the epitome of everything i never wanted to be and i cant escape it. I take pills to try and make it go away, but it is only a temporary fix. Eventually it all comes back. I looked in the mirror the other day and realized i didnt reconize the person looking back at me. Pale skin, sunken in and bloodshot eyes, and a constant frown. What has happened to me. But its like i cant turn to anyone, nobody understands or even wants to. they all just think i have turned anti social but in all reality that is not the case. Ive just been forced to grow up and know i feel as if i cant relate to anyone anymore.